January 2011
59 posts
kimmychau:
West coast is still in 2010.
LMAO I’M IN THE ~~~~~FUTURE.
omg this made me LOL xD
I don’t have much respect for players. Yes, I’ve heard that Life is a Game. But someone’s heart isn’t worth the gamble.
December 2010
94 posts
Well...
2010 is almost coming to a close and honestly it hasn’t really hit me yet. I guess nothing gains perspective till a few seconds prior. Sometimes even then, I’m in a state of denial. These past couple nights I’ve been reflecting a lot. It’s always during that in between time frame. It’s the time after I’ve closed my eyes but before I actually fallen into genuine...
cluttered mind. zero motivation.
feeling kinda down today
omg wtf i wish pain killers were more fast acting
i’ve been so unproductive this past winter break and now it’s all crashing down
Change.
I tend to think a lot because I’m over analytical. Typically, I over analyze shit that doesn’t really matter/irrelevant to others. Stuff that won’t matter in the next couple of minutes, days, years. I guess that’s why I start posts on tumblr/statuses on facebook and then I just delete them and move on. I don’t feel like people would care. But to heck with it. Aha....
I rarely read books on my own whim. Of the occasions that I have finished a good book, I’m left with a really empty feeling inside of me. It’s comparable to a broken heart or the loss of someone important. Like a relationship, books make me doubt why I started reading them in the first place. I get so attached to the plot and each individual character. When their story ends, it feels...
Bullet for my Thoughts
Haven’t been seriously clothing shopping in a while. I need new additions to my wardrobe to make me happy. Even if it’s a temporary moment of high, I need to get my fix. I’ll deal with the mourning of an empty wallet afterwards.
Rarely do I raise my voice at others. I save it up for when it really matters and boy is it explosive. My endless waterfall of built up teen angst...
Not-so-lonely Loneliness
The solitude of being alone isn’t all that bad. Some people who are social butterflies would actually dread it. But as for me, I’m a bit of a wallflower. I see things as they happen, but I don’t always talk about them. I keep somethings to myself and that’s how I gain a better understanding. I’m kind of in the middle- not the kid with a massive fan base or the kid...
Singular Solitude
The solitude of being alone isn’t all that bad. Some people who are social butterflies would actually dread it. But as for me, I’m a bit of a wallflower. I see things as they happen, but I don’t always talk about them. I keep somethings to myself and that’s how I gain a better understanding. I’m kind of in the middle- not the kid with a massive fan base or the kid...
The Perks of Being Illiterate
Strange. The public library is less than one mile from my house. It takes approximately half an hour to get there by foot. But I was never the type of person to borrow books. I’d rather catch the bus (which takes double the amount of time) to my favorite mall’s bookstore. Once there, I’d purchase the book with cold hard cash. Sounds like such a waste of time and money. I guess...
Good lord, I’m so happy to be back home. I want to be a hermit crab for forever.
Internal Insecurities
the voice inside my head is telling me that
the potholes on my face are larger than diamondhead crater
i have no artistic ability thus producing unpassionate/unrelatable pieces that shouldn’t even be defined as art
no one will ever like me because i’m unwilling to let break down the walls i’ve built up
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