January 2011
59 posts
Being 'picky' is perfectly okay.
gavinrillon:
dreamongood:
After all, it’s your heart we’re dealing with here. It’s your feelings, your emotions, they’re all on the line.
Someone calls you too picky when it comes to a significant other? Good.
At least you know what you want.
You deserve someone who contains at least some of the qualities you seek.
When it comes to ‘love’, you deserve the best.
I’d rather wait than...
In times like these, I wish I were invisible. But I think that’s too much to wish for.
Can’t wait til January is over.
Can’t wait til this school year is over.
Can’t wait til High School is over.
I Havent Told You This
But, I really appreciate having you in my life. For a long time, you’ve been MIA. I was content with the happiness I’ve created for myself, but I feel like my glass is full now that you’re back. We don’t feel the same way about each other anymore. That’s not a bad thing. I really like it because we’re so unattached. The little things that use to bother me...
Hi.
I’ve missed you.
Life In Quotations
Often times, I don’t have the right words to describe how I’m feeling. And sometimes, when I experience certain emotions I feel as if I’m the only one. I guess it’s because these emotions are often experienced mentally rather than being vocalized. In my existence, I’ve learned to shut out others by not communicating personal thoughts. I’m always hesitant because...
Screw all those shit talkers, jealous liars, and hypocritical users. You’re just striving to be the best you that you could possibly be. The most important thing is to be happy.
I hate those days when I hear someone talking bad about me. I’ve known them for a long time, yet we don’t know anything about each other. They’re too icy and selfish to care for others. Users. They only come to me to boost their own self esteems & personal ego. Hypocrites. They’re the most arrogant beings I’ve ever met, yet they say that about others. I’ve been...
I hate those days when I hear someone talking bad about me.
Especially when I’ve been nothing but nice to them. I swear, all my sweetness and tolerance could’ve rotted every tooth in their mouth. Even when everyone else turned their backs on them, I stayed by their side- hoping to find some good in them. They proved me wrong. Even worse, they continue living as if they’re the...
I look at photos of celebrities and think “Damn, I wish I were as pretty as them.”
Then I look in the mirror and see all my flaws. I think “Damn, who the hell is ever going to like me. Whoever does must be ridiculous.”
Yes, those thoughts are ridiculously…negative. I can’t help but initially thinking them. Realistically speaking, there are billions of fish in...
The Start of A Productive Day
I’ve been neglecting my homework for the past two days. My low levels of motivation and inability to visualize the finish line are my downfalls. Forget about the finish line, I can’t even drag myself to the starting point. I always have the hardest time with starting things. I need to change my mindset. I heard a peer of mine say “School always comes first.” My parents have...
I wish I were good enough. I really do.
I just don’t know what “good enough” is.
Insecurities are always magnified in the eyes of its owner- not so much its beholder. I guess it’s human tendency to find flaws in others. Couple that with the ability to speak ones mind- what a dynamic duo. My day really can’t get any brighter when a senseless ice princess shoves their two cents in my face.
Nerdisms At Its Finest
Uneaten pizza crust- what’s left of my dinner. Empty water bottle. Productive typing of fingers tapping to the beat of alternative music. Folder full of finished writings. Flash-drive full of documents to be printed. I’m one satisfied AP student who has yet to catch the procrastination bug :)
Randoms
I don’t like the carbonation in carbonated drinks…which kind of defeats it’s purpose. I don’t like the feeling of bubbles dissolving/burning my throat. BUT! I has a solution! I just open up a can of that fizzy stuff and stick it in the fridge/freezer for a little bit and voila- a cold yet uncarbonated drink.
My favorite part of a pumpkin pie is its crust. Even then, I...
Reminiscent of a Vanilla Twilight
A good night’s sleep is a wonderful thing after endless insomnia. I haven’t had a dream or nightmare in months. I don’t know how that could be. I just close my eyes and everything becomes blank until morning…sometimes the afternoon. I guess that’s ok b/c my dreams/nightmares never make sense. One wacky scene leads to another and nothing ever ends. I guess that’s...
Go ahead, text him first, he might be checking his...
