I feel like such a wreck right now. Of course, what do I do instead of studying for my tests tomorrow?- Type all this out on tumblr. I could take the easy way out and make a simple Facebook status. But really, I don’t think I want to let my facebook friends know how I really feel. There’s really two things that are bothering me right now. Hmm where to begin…

• I’ve been studying a lot lately & putting a lot of pressure on myself. I really want to be the best (no, not the best pokemon trainer). I just don’t want to settle anymore. And by settle, I mean- getting anything less than an A. Grades have been extremely important to me recently and I personally can’t afford to let them slip.
• #2. Him. Of course. I’ll just spill everything right here. I’ve had my eye on someone at school for a while now. I got to know him this year and I was completely infatuated. I already got the vibes that he wasn’t interested in me, but I couldn’t get him out of my mind. He’s utterly clueless. Well you know…this thing ended as soon as it began. He’s interested in other girls. Just not me. It makes me wonder why I’m not good enough. Why can’t I be the one? Oh well, I’ll just have to look on the bright side. Someone will like me…one day. And hopefully I’ll like that nameless someone too. There’s no such thing as heartache because there’s always famous celebrity crushes! Aha, at least they won’t break my heart….unless my favorite boy bands break-up. Now that would be heart wrenching.

Before typing all this out, I felt like cuddling up with a giant tub of ice cream. But I feel better now. I think I’m ready to get on with studying for tomorrow’s tests. Sigh, boys can cause such internal conflicts. I don’t know if tomorrow will be any better (b/c of the tests I have to take). Soo…I’ll just look forward to…Sunday!