Like a Serenade of Sound

My thoughts as of 12:33am

why the hell is it so fricken cold??? aha…and i’m still in my t-shirt, shorts, and house slippaaahs. local style braaah.
why is it that i always wanna go shopping on the weekends but it never happens…hmmm. let’s see…well…i procrastinate a lot. i try to complete everything in a timely manner…which means all the easy hw is done on saturday, but all the difficult stuff is left for sunday :( naps really make time fly. it’s as if saturday afternoon was nonexistent.
i’m glad that i finally got a job. working has made me feel like i have a purpose and i gain a lot of satisfaction in it. the upside is that i’ll be making some money soon. the downside is contracting the common cold from boogery children. i’ll just try to be focused on the later.
i really don’t think prom is all it’s cracked up to be. maybe it meant more in the good ol days. but ay, that time has passed. it’s strange how everything takes on a new meaning as time changes.
i feel really alone sometimes…especially when i’m in big groups. i often feel like a nobody…like i don’t belong. i try to put on a smile, but on the inside i’m just screaming to be saved. i just want to get out of high school already. not that i think this loneliness would end, but i hope it does.